I didn’t do anything today, I was in one of my dark moods and it wasn’t made any better by family members kicking off with me over petty things so I pretty much stayed in bed most of the day, which meant no work was done, no housework was done (fuck it), I didn’t even get dressed.
I was meant to go to a pub later in the day to celebrate a friend of mine getting engaged to his girlfriend, but I was still in a foul mood and didn’t want to ruin their evening by kicking off with someone so I stayed at home. It reminded me of the time I got engaged, that was five years ago and thankfully I managed avoid going down the alsle, but my friend seems more intent on getting hitched than I ever did. Mind you I bet his girlfriend won’t go nuts and opt for gold wedding bands that are so expensive that the poor fool will be paying for them long into his marriage.
Maybe I should try and get some over the counter medication to help with my depression, seeing as my doctors don’t like handling over pills, anyone would think they were having to pay for them out of their wages!
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